For my sister(s)

I have always missed having a real sister. Since childhood I would wonder why I didn’t have one while others did. That was the time when I used to believe in “god” and used to pray a lot. Eh, well, everyone’s wishes don’t come true. So didn’t mine. Anyways, since always I have countered this problem by making sisters in whatever social institution or group I used to go to. May it be school, my neighborhood or whatever place wherever I went. I don’t know what I was searching for. May be I wanted to pacify my mind that I don’t have a sister, may be it was the anger that I didn’t have one. I wanted to have some person who would listen to me calmly and support me whenever I went vulnerable. I am not saying that I don’t like to talk to my brother. I do, but again, its human nature that we miss the most what we don’t or can’t have.
Well I made many sisters in school, and I still have very nice relations with almost all of them. I say “almost” because due to the tide of time, I lost touch with most of them. Some found me through “orkut” whereas some couldn’t. Anyways I’m glad to whatever end I have reached in my life and I’m happy that I’m at very good terms with all my old friends (including my sisters).
Well, in the past few years I also grew close to some of my cousins as till then I was kinda introvert towards my family members. Funny! huh? It is. Again I wanna make clear that it’s not only the cousin sisters I grew close to, but also my brothers. As this article is solely dedicated to all my sisters, that’s why I’m talking about them only.
To be honest, maybe I blamed my parents for not “providing” a sister, but it was long time back and I was not mature enough to understand that. I don’t think like that anymore though. I love my sisters and am extremely possessive about them and cannot watch them in any sort of despair. I know every brother thinks like that, but again I would only say that everyone puts his/her feelings at utmost priority than others.
To all my sisters, I wanna say I love you all and although I have told you this many a times, I would again keep on saying it. “Hitu”, “Pasu”… by whatever name you all know me, will always be there for you. Of course I didn’t have to mention that but I really did have to.
Ciao, love and take care
Hitu/Pasu